Okay it is late. There is a storm
rolling in and I can hear the thunder. It shakes the walls of the room
and now I hear the droplets of rain. Oddly enough, I am showing one of my
sisters, Joy, RDG (Red Data Girl) but don't get it twisted I have had this
"Way of Fire" idea for months. I have a slight migraine with
nausea. I am doing better than I was this morning. I was vomiting
at 5:00 am. It is now 10 minutes until 10:00pm. It is a new moon
and I have put off implementing this little idea for far to long. The new
moon is a good day to take my first step, my primo passo on The Way Of Fire.
My brain and hands seem to be the only
living parts of me, every other part of me at best seems to be in a coma and
at worst...well a rock seems to have more life. I thought about it for a
long time. My body and I are losing our connection. I have allowed my
physical form to go the path of destruction. Being in mourning makes it
hard to acknowledge the need to get up and exercise. (My dog is demanding my
attention at this very moment.) I can't go on a diet. The thought of exercising
to improve my health just is not motivating. There is only one thing that
can fix my physical form, my imagination. (Now my dog is hiding under me.
The storm is getting worse.)
I have researched and I have decided to
play with the color red, the frequency of the color red and the element of
fire. (The electricity cut out for a second, this night has the makings of a
good horror film right now.) My
goal is to wear red for one, everyday even if it is just lipstick. My hope is that by wearing the color
red my eyes and soul will awaken.
I have the frequency sound of the color red on disc. The frequency of red is said to
penetrate the body deeper than any of the other colors. There is a warning for
people with high blood not to use the frequency red. No problem for me I have extremely low blood pressure. They also say people with anger issues should
stay away from red. I will have to
take that risk. I have an infrared
sauna, which is also good for the body.
I will use the red frequency tone while in the sauna. I will also play with the element of
fire when choosing my food. There
are websites that talk about the element of fire and the color red. I am a little too sick right now to
write. What is important for me is
to hold the thought of the element fire and the color red. I need to experience it in a way that
makes my body a priority.
Below are links to get you started on your own play with color:
Colour Therapy Colors and Color Healing Colour Properties Sound Color Therapy
Colours and their Sound frequencies 5 Element Food: About The Five Elements of Food
